So here is the thing, I truly believe in all things magical. I am a grown woman living in Los Angeles who has had a life that has been filled with adventure. However, I am facing a new reality and while grappling with all things… me, I felt like this was a perfect opportunity to share the internal dialogue that pollutes my positivity generator. 

The nuts and bolts; I am facing a job that is not free-lance for the first time in my life and that is terrifying. I am also facing the possibility of not being a mother,  that has been a long and painful battle that has eroded my self-esteem and my marriage. These things can be overwhelming and have exhausted countless hours of discussion and debate. So, in an effort to check myself I have decided to be braver. I’ve decided to continue to put on my ‘big-girl’ pants but to try and love them a little more. I will be a lover of lemons, because I make incredible lemonade.  I am refusing to give up on all things magical, even here in La La Land where everything is upside-down.